Sunday, February 7, 2010

Silence When I Step into a Room

How uncomfortable does it make you feel when you walk into a room and and you know someone is talking about you. You may not care. You might feel like they don't know you so it doesn't matter ... right? What if it is your parents ... how do you deal with that?

I walked onto church today, where woman have to wear a skirt or a dress, wearing pants and a nice shirt. When I looked up my mom was pointing out my flaws to my dad laughing. I felt so uncomfortable.

No one should expect that in their immediate family, if anything there should be support. That's never the case with my parents.

I am beautiful inside and out and some might confuse that with being conceded but its considered to be confident. My change and goals are for me and only me not because my weight disgust my mother.

I will always have silence when I enter a room but it will be good not bad